'Ad Astra Per Aspera'

-v-

i don't know what's in
I'm not at all my own

creation of a mix
a collage of the lives

i see around my head
scattered piled in my head

fix me up and take me out
I'll go along with you

-c-

got nothing else to do

nowhere to be

nothing else to do

got no one to see

maybe your the one

who will set these feet a path

maybe your the one

who can lead me down your path

-v-

set me up on the couch
we got a cup of tea

i wanna know some time tonight
what happens in your head

no rush lets take our time and see
the way things want to be

it doesn't matter that your fucked
or that I'm fucked cos we

-c-

got nothing else to do

nowhere to be

nothing else to do

got no one to see

maybe your the one

who will set these feet a path

maybe your the one

who can lead me down your path

-v-

i'm not to keen on
getting out of bed

to go to the nut house
and empty out my head

i feel pretty desperate
and really need some time

your shoes are fucking shiny
and not at all like mine

-c-

you can't see my songs
cos' they're mine
not yours to read

it's not gonna work
if i fill your path
with needs

don't get in my way
cos' I'll push you off
the roof

your never gonna
get in me
and figure out the truth

'Vince and the Pete Basher'

thats the name of my project.

which i hope turns out to be long term.

and successful.

it seems that writing about sad topics all the time only leaves me feeling rather more shit, as does listening to other artist who sing songs about depressing subjects all the time.
so i have decided that i am going to write about things that make me smile and feel happy, that others can (hopefully) relate to and escape shit times when listening to. let me know what you think...

-v-

bluebell skies are wide awake
i'm dreaming just how long it takes

to leave my head and mind behind
reveal the world that we can find

your beauty is my fuel tonight
you flicker in and out of sight

i'll give my heart to you my love
i know that we can fly with doves

-c-

words spill out
of these split lips

stars fall out
my feet my love

you eyes are full
of tiny tears

my heart is full
of space for you

- to build your house
in me
- to build your home
baby

-c-

dance in the castle
made of stars

fly in the moonlight
fuck the cars

sleep in the rose beds
and know that we

together can run
and live this for real

-v-

i woke up laying
in the rose beds again

red, white and red
in these rose beds again

i spotted your shoes
through the haze of the day

we danced through the love dust
and lay down for days

-c-

dance in the castle
made of stars

fly in the moonlight
fuck the cars

sleep in the rose beds
and know that we

together can run
and live this for real

-v-

i woke up smelling
that same fresh sweet smell

i woke up my darling
my days you looked swell

your eyes shine like stars
i swear that your real

my eyes shine like stars
i swear that i'm real

-c-

dance in the castle
made of stars

fly in the moonlight
fuck the cars

sleep in the rose beds
and know that we

together can run
and live this for real

-v-

i find myself singing
a bright sounding song

i find that your singing
a fine similar song

we find ourselves caught
in a field full of cats

they dance in the sunshine
and roll out the mats

-c-

dance in the castle
made of stars

fly in the moonlight
fuck the cars

sleep in the rose beds
and know that we

together can run
and live this for real

-v-

so we lay on a mat
and we dance with the cats

then roll up the mat
and leave where we sat

i love that they make
a space for our hearts

i love that you've made
a home for my heart

-v-

violets in my bed
your staining these white sheets

violence in my head
your drumming these dead beats

whispers in my ear
your clouding up my head

carbon stained black tears
you trace the streets i tread
-c-

low i go
slow

will you know
grow

up and move
out

my way now please
shout

go away
blow away
[x4]

terrible day.

seems i need to learn to stop admitting the truth.
the consequences can be painful.

maybe pain is the only way to heal though.
who knows.

need to sleep.

will tap soon.

The guitar problem is sorted.

Managed to get my hands on a little black acoustic fella.

Pete.

So yeah,
He cost me £179.

But what else am i going to waste my money on?

And anyway,
it seems that i have already fallen in love with my companion.

Even if my ability's are still limited to the odd chord.

Watch this space!

This Sky Will Make Me Sick

Out of control emotion.
Have to admit, it makes my heart buzz.

-v-

today i fell down the stairs
tripped and fell
i looked down and didn't care

tried to pick myself up and run away
forget and block
the faces that tried to force me to stay

-c-

who knew i'd loose everything
i thought to be true

if i'd known all along
that you always knew

i'm not sure that you did
or if your just chatting shit

i'm gonna keep crawling on
hope someday things fit

[really want to play the guitar, any ideas how i can scrape some cash together to get one..? it seems song writing is my only escape)

-v-

i love you now
even though

your still a dream
in my mind

i love your hands
your tiny toes

your still in me
in my mind

-c-

I'll do it for you
my baby star

live, laugh and cry
we'll be together

I'll do it for us
my baby star

dance, crash and sing
we'll love forever

-v-

this pain it grips
my mind so hard

but still I'll fight
to make you mine

this pain hurts bad
it hurt like shit

but still I'll live
to make you mine

-c-

I'll fight for you
my baby star

my fight is fought
for you my own

if short and sweet
or long and far

you'll see why i
can't be alone